Now I have to see one of my favorite commentators on TV --who is Jewish-- and I know that he will read my material --assuming that he is in my mathematically derived audience, which he would be-- and it will make him feel bad to read what I had to say.
I do not like this job, and I would beg everyone's understanding as I try to figure out how to do it. I don't like to make people feel bad as they speak, knowing that I am looking at them through that TV camera.